good mood today^^

donno wat happen, today my mood damn good feel so high, hahaha....

忘不了的你

明知道我不该爱你
为什么好像有联系
我也曾决意想忘记
一转眼偏又想起你
明知道我不该想你
为什么好像有回忆
我也曾决意想忘记
一转眼偏又惦记你
你莫非有魔力
总叫我怀念你
怀念着你的情意
你莫非有魔力
总叫我盼望你
盼望着和你在一起
明知道我不该爱你
为什么好像有联系
我也曾决意想忘记
一转眼偏又想起你
以往的柔情
以往的蜜意
叫我怎能忘记
过去的美梦
今日的回忆
永远记在我心里
明知道我不该想你
为什么好像有回忆
我也曾决意想忘记
一转眼偏又惦记你

爱不持久

爱 不可能持久
尤其当一个人怀疑自己的时候
本来很甜蜜的话 现在却像在吵架
如果没有人先承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
爱 不可能持久
尤其当你开始怀疑我不爱你的时候
本来想牵你的手 现在却觉得尴尬
如果没有人先承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
我不想失去你 又不知道如何表达
我爱你明明就在心里面回荡
我不想失去你 又不知道如何表达
下次多希望你能够鼓起勇气说话

迷惘

突然很迷惘...爱一个人是应该成全他还是应该霸占着他呢？为了另一半的前途，幸福...而牺牲的爱情是伟大的选择还是愚蠢的？往往以为这样牺牲自己就很伟大可是到头来还不是自己辛苦？如果没感觉，那是不是代表根本自己就不爱那一个人？如果一意孤行的坚持到底，最后两个人是否真的会幸福？
我常在想...如果...如果当初我没做出那个决定，今天的我们又会是怎样呢？也许...会很幸福，也许...每天苦苦的思念着对方一直不断的胡思乱想胡乱猜测对方吧! 很庆幸的我们做了一个对的选择，不管我们彼此有多忙，至少在彼此的心目中有一定的地位，为彼此努力为彼此祝福为彼此要好好的生活...

Already Gone

remember all the things we wanted
now all our memories, they're haunted
we were always meant to say goodbye
even with our fists held high
it never would've worked out right
we were never meant for do or die
i didn't want us to burn out
i didn't come here to hold you
now i can't stop
i want you to know that it doesn't matter
where we take this road
someone's gotta go
and i want you to know
you couldn't have loved me better
but i want you to move on
so i'm already gone
looking at you makes it harder
but i know that you'll find another
that doesn't always make you want to cry
started with a perfect kiss
then we could feel the poison set in
perfect couldn't keep this love alive
you know that i love you so
i love you enough to let you go
i want you to know that it doesn't matter
where we take this road
someone's gotta go
and i want you to know
you couldn't have loved me better
but i want you to move on
so i'm already gone
i'm already gone, already gone
you can't make it feel right
when you know that it's wrong
i'm already gone, already gone
there's no moving on
so i'm already gone

erm...

还有两个多月才到我的生日，可是我却在想着我的生日愿望，一个不会实现的愿望...

天下无不散的筵席

紫禁城终于解散了，这家族不知不觉也有两年了，本来说要解散时真的会很不舍得一直的反对，反而这一次是我主动说出想要解散，因为已经没有什么东西值得我再去留恋，既然大家的意见一直不合不然就解散好了，虽然大家都很舍不得，都说不要解散，不过天下无不散的筵席啊，所以...再见了我亲爱的紫禁城！