everytime

come notice me
and take my hand
so why are we stranger when
our love is strong
why carry on without me
and everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess i need you baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you baby
i make believe
that you are here
it's the only way
i see clear
what have i done
you seem to move on easy
and everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess i need you baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you baby
i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song is my sorry
at night i pray
that soon your face will fade away

This is my moment

please give me some time, so i may forget about you the way your hand feel on my head. sometime when i'm lonely in my bedroom, i would sometime think about you and wondering if you ever call me... i often think of that night, i try to forget but i can't stop myself from remembering... you have made my heart pain and you can't really understand the way i feel. you always be on my mine and in my heart. i miss you...really...

好突然的离开

abby今年应该4岁吧，还记得刚开始看见她的时候她才不到1岁当时还蛮不喜欢她的，因为她不停不停不停的吠，而fifi就一直不停不停不停的去搔扰她，当时在车上的我们真的很受不了...这一张照片她当时应该有一两岁了吧，当时我们带狗狗们去沙滩玩我帮她拍的，也是我所拥有她的唯一一张照片。
去年再一次去沙滩的时候，我发现她变的很顺从很听话也不再乱吠，她的主人走到哪她就在后面跟着，不像我的fifi乱跑.也是在去年我朋友带她去打种，当时她也怀孕了，本来是很开心的，结果在她生产的时候，因为abby第一次做妈妈所以应该不会吧，狗宝宝出来的时候abby要弄破宝宝的一层膜，结果咬死了宝宝3只最后一只出来的时候狗宝宝很虚弱也只活了1天就去世了，当时abby不吃2，3天，每天都躲在自己的笼子里，我想她应该很伤心吧。
上个星期，她开始吃不下，连排泄也不大正常，我朋友就带她去看医生，医生说她必须留在那边要抽血化验，第3天报告出来却说abby的肝细菌感染只有40%能用，他们会尽量的医好她，可是...第4天兽医那边打电话来说abby去世了。我朋友哭到不懂要怎样形容，每天就是哭，我听到这个消息后我也很难过，一只狗的生命到底有多长？10年？12年？还是无端端的就会离开我们？我很难去想象fifi如果不在了我会怎么办，我真的不敢去想这个问题，每一次想到这问题就有想哭的冲动...
狗狗是有人性的，狗狗是不会背叛我们的，一只成年狗的智商就像2，3岁的小孩子一样，我们说什么他们都会懂，只是当他们生病的时候，辛苦的时候，我们是否也会懂呢？有养宠物的朋友们，请多陪伴自己的宠物，多留意他们的一举一动，其实他们的思想也是很简单而已，既然我们选择养他们就应该好好的把他们照顾好，因为在你的过去里他们多多少少也曾陪伴过你，给予你快乐的回忆...

p/s: 愿abby在天堂里开开心心的^^

烦

该怎么形容我现在的心情呢？既然没办法改变的事实我唯有无奈的接受... 很难接受那一天快要来临了，可是又希望那一天快点来临然后可以赶快的解决掉，haiz.........

shit! my good mood is gone!!!

i often think about next saturday i go kl my all mood is gone, don't ask me why? just trouble, hard to explain! ar............................shit shit shit damn bull shit! i hate like this!!!