Already Gone

remember all the things we wanted
now all our memories, they're haunted
we were always meant to say goodbye
even with our fists held high
it never would've worked out right
we were never meant for do or die
i didn't want us to burn out
i didn't come here to hold you
now i can't stop
i want you to know that it doesn't matter
where we take this road
someone's gotta go
and i want you to know
you couldn't have loved me better
but i want you to move on
so i'm already gone
looking at you makes it harder
but i know that you'll find another
that doesn't always make you want to cry
started with a perfect kiss
then we could feel the poison set in
perfect couldn't keep this love alive
you know that i love you so
i love you enough to let you go
i want you to know that it doesn't matter
where we take this road
someone's gotta go
and i want you to know
you couldn't have loved me better
but i want you to move on
so i'm already gone
i'm already gone, already gone
you can't make it feel right
when you know that it's wrong
i'm already gone, already gone
there's no moving on
so i'm already gone

erm...

还有两个多月才到我的生日，可是我却在想着我的生日愿望，一个不会实现的愿望...

天下无不散的筵席

紫禁城终于解散了，这家族不知不觉也有两年了，本来说要解散时真的会很不舍得一直的反对，反而这一次是我主动说出想要解散，因为已经没有什么东西值得我再去留恋，既然大家的意见一直不合不然就解散好了，虽然大家都很舍不得，都说不要解散，不过天下无不散的筵席啊，所以...再见了我亲爱的紫禁城！

不懂要放什么标题

突然觉得今晚很感慨，也许今天是寂寞的七夕情人节的关系吧。。。呵呵。。。
突然想起很多以前的事情，有开心的也有难过的，很多东西都已经变了，不管是人或物，想要返回从前想要回到原点想要难过的事情都没发生过。。。不可能！除非我有小叮当带我坐时光机，现在的心情好像很沉重，也许我又想太多了。。。


p/s:祝我所认识的朋友七夕情人节快乐！祝我快乐。。。

氧气

沈入越来越深的海底
我开始想念你
跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气
氧气就是你
你如果你爱我
你会来找我
你会知道我
快不能活
如果你爱我
你会来救我
空气很稀薄
因为寂寞

hard to say i'm sorry

Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away
From each other
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go
Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for the day
From your body
Wouldn't wanna be swept away
Far away
From the one that I love
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go

没那么爱他

我该替自己开心还是难过？开心是因为我知道自己已经放下他了，我已经不会再刻意的去留意他的一举一动。难过是因为我觉得自己的感觉很敷衍，怎么我突然对他感到很反感？看到他的一言一语我会突然没那个心情，就是不想去和他有任何的接触，说不上是恨他，而是对他的感觉突然消失了，是不是我现在才开始明白他的为人？他的个性？为何当时我们会那么的谈得来？我想唯一的解答是当时的我们都太寂寞了吧，当时的我们根本就不了解对方，今天的我清清楚楚的明白原来我并没那么的喜欢他，也许是我的寂寞所以才会对他产生一种的依赖，我们原本就不适合对方的，何必去勉强些什么呢？